And there is a lot to be excited about -- Living where my
husband grew up, with a big yard and quiet trees. Good schools for growing little minds. Across the street from the lake, with lake access, (not that we have a
boat, but don’t sweat the small stuff.) A third bedroom, hallelujah. Did I mention that everyone will have their
own assigned bedroom? (let’s be honest this is what sold me)
But what we are leaving behind seems just as big and
wonderful, and sentimental. This is the house I bought as a single working
woman -- young, hopeful, but maybe a little sad too. In this house something
amazing grew, out of me. I couldn’t have seen it coming, because, as I am
learning, the best things in life are never in your sight. Here in this place,
I became the person I always hoped to be, but nothing like I imagined.
I was proposed to in the front yard. Drank wine on the back
deck and debated plans for the future.
Celebrated Coy’s 30th birthday and then my own, on said deck. There
is a hill in this neighborhood, about a mile away, that after running up twice
in my life, I have thought to myself “hmmm that was exhausting, I am exhausted.
I don’t feel like me” and subsequently known I was pregnant. The rooms in this house have
watched us bring home babies and become a mom and dad. First steps and first
birthdays and first Christmases have all happened here.
And I am not ready to go. But I am. I am going. And I am, although hesitant to admit it, maybe a little excited.
Excited for the new memories. And the opportunity to build something that is truly ours.
For as I am learning, the best is surely yet to come.
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